七十年代我於古晉中學畢丵進入社會。困入當時世局危機
其中以下三大困境給與我最大知識和智慧發。受用一生。
1) 世界未日之危機
2) 中國共產放世介之危機
3) 伊俍政府害巴哈伊信徒之風波
以美國基督敎主導之世界未日論加上中國主導之世界放，兩大國造之雙重危機圍困
亜洲在雙重危機圍困下, 巴哈伊信仰以救世主之身份乘機而入
以印度人主導之巴哈伊信仰在馬來西亜受到一批英文教育之精英支
在信仰傳播者以印度為最，華次之。在基之民支者又以土蓍為主量。
My life is full of crisis 危機及風波. So do others.
The most impact crisis came during my secondary schools days. On the top 10 list of crisis, the following 3 were the most impact to my life and development. They shaped my destiny and that how I became who I am today.
1) The End of the World.
2) The Coming of Chinese Communist.
3) The persecution of the Baha'is in Iran.
As I left school and seek for jobs, seek for a living, seek for a wife, establishing a family, having children’s, the above 3 crisis eventually drop to the bottom of the list and as times goes by vanished.
The crisis I faced during secondary school of youth eventually faded out of every day life. But really? At least not all.......................................
.......................Tonight is the 19 Day Feast of NAME of the Baha'i. After the Feast I pick him home and while on the way he shared the news of the night "......The persecution of the Baha'is in Iran....". Here again, history repeat, the same crisis of the last century I have to face with "The persecution of the Baha'is in Iran". He is secondary school age, the same youth period as I was when I have to face the crisis.
By now I am an old man. Yet my life is still full of crisis 危機及風波.
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1) The world not yet end, at least not yet ended the way many expected it to be. But that does not matter. The old century passed decade ago and we now well into a new century. My crisis now is no more THE END OF THE WORLD but a new crisis of BUILDING A NEW WORLD. It is a crisis because my baha'i friends themselves do not know how a new world should be although a few of their leaders boasting to bluff me through.
2) The Chinese Communist is no more coming. And no sign of them coming for the rest of the century. Now there is an emptiness worry in the heat, Why they do not come?
3) The persecution of the Baha'is in Iran crisis still on. It seems this crisis will carry on for the rest of the century. Why God, the almighty, help and save them? "It is God's will", a few of my Baha'i friends told me. Perhaps it is true. It is God who using them to educating the world educated me. It is their imprisonment that make me realize the freedom I have been enjoying. It is their dying in name of a Divine Cause that I realize my equally precious life should not wasted on earthly pursue. It is their persecution by their own government that I felt how much my government protected me. It is their children being deprived of education that I appreciate my Education Department striving for my children in education opportunity and advancement and a profession in the future. It is their powerlessly crying for the rest of the world to help them that I realize on me is an endorsement of potential power to help the rest of the world.
